Comparing this entry with the last one:

1: This's in order. Messages in order and i'll start to read and comment in them, like i did before. The tablet is paid, but i used it very poorly.

2: I didn't draw S***! And i'm still without a job and no portfolio ready... I didn't spend my time play video games or things like that, but still, wasn't with drawing.

So what i need to do: Stop to be a F****** idiot, study properly and get my portfolio ready to start make money and a career, or i'll end being the worst illustrator in the face of the earth. And i need to learn a way to improve my study, to learn more, better and quickly, to regain the lost time.

May God give me a slap in the face, to see if i wake for the life.